You possess the rare Gift known as the Negative Emotion Drive, an innate technique that creates and stores energy from negative emotions to vastly accelerate your prowess with any and all kinds of magical abilities. Using the Negative Emotion Drive, you can even strengthen and use abilities that require and can't normally be enhanced by emotions. With enough hate, anger, sadness, anguish, and other negative emotions it has the potential to turn someone unsuited for magic to become a powerful individual.
The Negative Emotion Drive can store the negative emotions you feel to be unleashed whenever you find the need for the negativity, oftentimes whenever you feel particularly desperate and full of negative emotions. Under these negative emotions, you're progressing with magic can allow you to learn new spells and bolster existing ones. This means that your magic will be permanently strengthened by the growth you achieve with the Negative Emotion Drive, even when you are not using it. You can even break all kinds of limitations and obstacles in your growth with enough negative emotions. Not just having the ability to use magic at its full potential but surpass it. However, too many negative emotions can be extremely dangerous for one's mental health.